Never to be Seen

Hello!
I wanna run away. Period.

The "i" Word

There's something about this world that, intrigues me. Yes, it's that word again, intrigue. If you've been here too many a times, and if you have been reading all these, then you would know that the "i" word may seem very familiar to you. Let's just say that it's reserved a place in my head, and it's a word you'd definitely stumble upon in my dictionary.

I sit down, at times, wondering about the mechanism that makes the world work. "It's not rocket science," some might say. Well it definitely isn't rocket science. It's more than that in my opinion. And I feel that, pardon the pun, feelings plays a huge part in our lives. So many things we do, so many things we say, so many things we think about, feelings play a part in almost everything. "I feel like having nasi lemak later," or,"I feel like playing soccer later." I'm sure you get my point.

Sometimes, even I am puzzled about myself. Puzzled, intrigued(here it is again) on how I actually work. One thing's for certain though, I depend a lot on feelings, more than anyone I know, in my opinion. I feel my way through things, I feel my way through thoughts. Stir up my feelings the right way and you might just find yourself sitting on my lap with me fondling your hair and treating you the right way. Ramble me up and you might just find yourself dangling off a cliff. Soothe me down and you'd see me cradling in your arms like a kid, only just much bigger, in size of course!

People say that there are 2 sides of a coin. What if I were to say that there are more than 2 sides to a coin? What if I were to tell you that I had more than 2 sides?

Of course lah, you're not a coin what

Well, there's more than meets thee eye, that's for sure.
Take away feelings, and you're just a walking soul-less my friend.

Crinkled Interior

It ain't me if it ain't random

You know the feeling, at times, when you look all around you, and all you see is no one. The times when you feel that you're going down, and that you're squirming desperately, but quietly, for help. And it's this feeling you get, this sickening feeling that, no one is coming. You know?

Desperate you know, fucking desperate.

No one lah, no one's coming
You only have yourself now