Rye Fields
Honestly, I have no idea what got over me. I think it's the obsession I've been having in recent times about that era which drove me to write my last entry.
Really, I don't know if I can actually call it an obsession. It might be a healthy one, but I've been extremely interested in the 30s. Everything about it, goodness I just think it was the perfect time to have lived life. It's pretty much a challenge for me to put it in words, for I love that era so much I wished one of them auction sites had a time machine on sale. I'd buy one, and destroy it so that I can never come back. I'd go, believe me I'd go.
Life's been pretty zombie-like for me lately. Arguably the biggest tournament, involving 22 grown men chasing after 1 ball, has duly started. It has been fantastic so far. Extremely tiring thanks to time zones, but I've been loving it. It has brought a halt to many things for me. I just wake up everyday to get to that shit hole, waste my entire day with mundane tasks, get back home and gear myself up. If you ever wanted to take a picture with a giant panda here's your chance. I fit the bill for both features, the giant and the eyes. Still, it's been a great time thus far. Sleep can wait, work can wait(cause it ain't work it's shite), the world stops. Cause it's time, to watch 22 grown men, chase after one ball.
Obviously my life hasn't grind to a complete halt because of this massive tournament. It has pretty much been limited to a few activities though, because of the amount of time I have. I have been in a zombie state for a while because of the exhaustion I'm facing mentally. Still though, I tell myself it's alright, because, what I'm going through right now, this 2 years, it has made me realise that time is limited, and that things like long frequent rests can wait for more important things like spending time with loved ones. That's how I look at it. Cause time is, for me now, like oil; Precious, and I have to make sure I use it well before it runs out.
Truth be told, I have been drifting through things in life. As usual nothing's much changed in places that should have, but other than that I've been finding life better for me personally. It can always be so much better that this, my point though is that I have been enjoying myself in the company of people I love. I find it a waste to sit at home and stare at the screen staring back at me. All I wanna do is to go out, and live it out. I've been doing it amply. It should only get better than this.
I've most probably found the perfect piece of art I want inked on me. A line, translated in an ancient language, that means the world to me. A line, I always use no matter what. Yes, that line. It's my line, you know. Touch it not, it's still new. But it wasn't inked on me, the words finally decided to push out from in me. Yes, it's that deep. It's always been in me, I just needed time to realise it. And now, I finally have.
(ego) Vitam amo. si. (ego) Vitam amo.
Nothing's changing it.
Really, I don't know if I can actually call it an obsession. It might be a healthy one, but I've been extremely interested in the 30s. Everything about it, goodness I just think it was the perfect time to have lived life. It's pretty much a challenge for me to put it in words, for I love that era so much I wished one of them auction sites had a time machine on sale. I'd buy one, and destroy it so that I can never come back. I'd go, believe me I'd go.
Life's been pretty zombie-like for me lately. Arguably the biggest tournament, involving 22 grown men chasing after 1 ball, has duly started. It has been fantastic so far. Extremely tiring thanks to time zones, but I've been loving it. It has brought a halt to many things for me. I just wake up everyday to get to that shit hole, waste my entire day with mundane tasks, get back home and gear myself up. If you ever wanted to take a picture with a giant panda here's your chance. I fit the bill for both features, the giant and the eyes. Still, it's been a great time thus far. Sleep can wait, work can wait(cause it ain't work it's shite), the world stops. Cause it's time, to watch 22 grown men, chase after one ball.
Obviously my life hasn't grind to a complete halt because of this massive tournament. It has pretty much been limited to a few activities though, because of the amount of time I have. I have been in a zombie state for a while because of the exhaustion I'm facing mentally. Still though, I tell myself it's alright, because, what I'm going through right now, this 2 years, it has made me realise that time is limited, and that things like long frequent rests can wait for more important things like spending time with loved ones. That's how I look at it. Cause time is, for me now, like oil; Precious, and I have to make sure I use it well before it runs out.
Truth be told, I have been drifting through things in life. As usual nothing's much changed in places that should have, but other than that I've been finding life better for me personally. It can always be so much better that this, my point though is that I have been enjoying myself in the company of people I love. I find it a waste to sit at home and stare at the screen staring back at me. All I wanna do is to go out, and live it out. I've been doing it amply. It should only get better than this.
I've most probably found the perfect piece of art I want inked on me. A line, translated in an ancient language, that means the world to me. A line, I always use no matter what. Yes, that line. It's my line, you know. Touch it not, it's still new. But it wasn't inked on me, the words finally decided to push out from in me. Yes, it's that deep. It's always been in me, I just needed time to realise it. And now, I finally have.
(ego) Vitam amo. si. (ego) Vitam amo.
Nothing's changing it.
Labels: I hope it was a worthy wait.
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