No

I'm just sitting here, staring at my piece of technology, my piece of technology staring right back at me. No mails anymore, no messages, no gifts. I go back an hour ago, when things started swirling in my mind.

Seeing you seeing me has put thoughts in my head
It's provoking.
It's not helping.

I was sitting there, staring at the tele, the tele staring right back at me, when all of a sudden my neat piece of art-mobile started ringing. "Withheld," it said. I pressed the phone against my cheek, only to hear nothing but silence. I hollered a couple of times, with only silence replying right back at me each time. I start having thoughts in my head. "Is it really you?" I asked myself.

I honestly just wished I could stop all of this with a snap of a finger. I honestly just wish this will all go away. I honestly just wish this had happened never. Cause you're killing me.

The silence you gave me drove me insane. That insanity led to me killing what I had left in me, my beliefs, my principles. It killed everything, but memories of you.

I just wished it'd killed you too.

It might have never been you, it might just be me hoping that it was you.

And don't lie to me, I know you want it just as bad.

You can't lie to me, remember?

I need to stop all this